Monday, July 16, 2007

Unsent

Dearest................

I know I am damaged
A dark thing, low in my expectations
And with much that is unlovable

But you should know that when I see you
All I want to do is smile
Nothing else makes me happier
From the most simplistic sense
To the most complex
You are the secret joy
That wears itself on my face
Not allowing me to contain
The pure happiness I have
At just being near you

Love is impossible to embody in mere words
I cannot even say if love has yet found a role
In this present feeling
But know that at this moment
I feel you
Deeply, painfully, joyously, melancholically, sadly and happily
At the same time

You are my soul’s contradiction
And one that I welcome
I thank you for conflicting my carnal mind
With my emotions
I’ve been waiting for years
For the one who could manage that
You have, beautifully
I’m a mess thanks to you
And I love every single second of it

Love,
......................

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